Mariam Akter asked 1 year ago

As-salamu alaykum, My name is Mariam Akter  I am 39 years old, I have one son who is 18 years old and soon going to university and I am married. My question I have regarding is very stressful to me and I don’t know what to do, so I am currently 8 weeks pregnant and I feel very ill, I have very high fever and feel very weak, dissy, sick etc, I know its pregnancy and your supposed feel these things but for my case it doesn’t feel right, anyways and it’s not even 4 months. At first I was excited and happy and all but then I realize my husband is still does gamble to casinos, he isn’t a very good role model or husband. I can’t or my son can’t  do anything about it he won’t talk about it because he is a compulsive gambler. He gets angry when asked, I thought he might change if we had a child but he still is the same arrogant towards me and my son. My son recently found his location and it shows he actively goes and gambles. Due to this I’m very stressed and I want to abort due to my illness getting worse and it’s not necessary at this moment of our life. My husband doesn’t take our bills, expenses, mortgage that serious due to his compulsive gambling behaviour. I have to mostly work hard, oh I forget mention I can’t even stay home due to paying bills and supporting my son, and I am still pregnant and as I mention very ill I can’t even pray or cook or go to work properly, as well as doing chores. So due these circumstances is Ok or fine to abort to feeling very sick due to my sad circumstances. Also in my mind this just makes me feel depressed and I just feel mentally and physical  terrible.  So please let me know what should I do? Thank you