Sayma asked 2 years ago

Assalmu Alaikum! My name is sayma yesmin…recently i got involved in adulterism with some influence ..i also informed it to my partner with whom i was engage… …..i seek for forgiveness to him for my fault…but he don\\\’t blv me…he left me..i feel so guilty…i am ashamed for my deeds… I know it is jina which is completely forbidden to islam..i have also left this doings….and hold my islam heartil.. But i love my partner very much…even i can\\\’t marry anyone without him…i am going through so much mental stress…What should i do now???