SM asked 4 years ago

Salam alaikum,  I\’m in a marriage that is not working out due to some insecurities and trust issues. Things have even gotten physically violent between us. There is some love but also bitterness. At this point I feel like staying in the marriage or ending it is the same and neither option is better or worse. So I performed istikhara and asked if I should continue the relationship and it came out yes and then I asked if I should divorce and that also came yes. I was confused so I asked a maulana to do istikhara for me and I made niyat to continue the relation and it came no and then I made niyat for divorce and that also came no. Why am I getting different answers? Does it mean that both options are the same and I should go with whatever option my heart says?